BIS BIS BIS, arghh!
hihi. am taking a little break from studying now. therefore here i am, trying to relieve some stress, though i dont know how does it help. haa. anyway. just three more days of torture, and yay! mahjong here i come! thats if i cleared all. even if i dont, at least i still have to the 15th. heh.(:
happy studying everyone! good luck!

furnise @ 12:32 AM

ahh, why are all of you so affected by the previous post. this is my blog right? so why cant i just type however i am feeling. please allow me to type whatsoever i like, thank you. lets all ignore the previous post, cause i'm feeling better already. haha! lets put everything behind and study hard la, okay? i already said that that would be the last time i would mention about it right? i'll keep my promise. till someone elses mention again. all the best to all of you for the upcoming papers.(:

furnise @ 11:17 PM

ask yourselves these questions..

have you guys ever thought why things are like that today?
avoiding each other, disliking one another, so fun isnt it?
making all of us suffer till this day, does it make all of you so much happier?
are any of us, innocents ones, to blame for things being in this state today?

its all of your doings. your selfish thoughts, your one sided thinking, therefore things are like that today. so why even bother saying things like if only.. things were not like that today, if only we could turn back time. you know we cant, not like we dont want. please think thrice before pointing your fingers at anyone of us. do we even deserve what we get today. not the least, you know it deep down. so if theres someone you wanna blame, it would only have to be yourself.

to all of you:

1stly, you, whom once belong to us. how disappointed we are in you, you dont know. you are partly to blame. for not even having your own stand to remain with us. you just followed your beloved one. its all because of love, you had to listen to him. whatever he say, however unreasonable it is, you listened foolishly. i'm sorry to say that. you sacrificed our 9 months friendship for your 9(approximately) days love. maybe you were so blinded by his love then. however much we want to return to be like in the past, you know its not possible. even if we could, things would not be the same, you know. probably we should be thankful enough that theres no hatred between us(i hope).

2ndly, you, whom thought that i condemned you cause i hated you. am telling you now that i had ever once hated you. maybe dislike for what you have done to us, but never hate, what a strong word to use. we were close, then drifted apart, almost close again, but now, furthest apart. why is it like that. there sure must be a reason, right? you too, could have your own stand to remain in your own group. and not follow that leader of yours. you sacrificed your very own best friend for that leader. cause he gives good grades? which is not very good. and i am so sure that best friend of yours got so darn hurt. dont blame her, any other humans in her shoes would feel the same, including you. agree? i remembered that leader of yours told me say that, you are still young, therefore you cant be blame for all your wrong doings. which all of us totally disagree. hello? we are of the same age, arnt we? age is not an excuse. your boyfriend must be so fuming mad when i mentioned doubleheaded snake. pardon me, it may be a little rude. but that was the most suitable word i could think of. he may hate me, you too, doesnt matter. at least i voiced out how we felt, which makes me feel better in a sense. it is good in a sense, cause you will never know your flaws till others tell you. chances were given. no one is perfect.

lastly and most importantly you! who was the main character in the whole show. shocked me so badly with all your doings. how much troubles you had caused but feel the least sorry yet still so arrogant. everything started because of you. you were unhappy with your group, and what? pulled our group in too. you chose your own group members whom you think is best for you. and guess what? left the six of us hanging in the air. how thoughtful. worst of all, condemned us, thinking we are not good enough for you. have you ever thought how different we are from you? we dont attend classes as often as you do, we dont pay as much attention as you, and most importantly, we dont ask as much questions like you do. so who would obviously do better. so dont bother looking down on us cause the effort we put in is not the same. we are only 19, and you are? 20 odd? and guess what? we are in the same class! so if we dont look down on you, why should you even looked down on us? so what if you get As every semster? you may be smart, to a certain extend. but if thats the case, why arent you in uni now? or maybe even working, earning big bucks. our parents taught us from young, always to be humble. well, guess that is why people always say, different family has differnt upbringing. go ahead and hate me. but reflect on what you had done. oh yes, you mentioned that we are in school only to make use each other, hmm, probably that only applies to you. i dont see any of us thinking the same way as you. i once thought that you were a nice guy.. anyway. please do not harm any of us anymore. thank you.

i just got this sudden urge to blog about this, to clear all queries. this would be the last time i would mention about this incident, i hope. goodbye.

furnise @ 11:51 AM

exams are round the corner, like again.

furnise @ 3:38 PM

this is what we do...

on the bus:






during lectures:




and presenting you.. our BELOVED malaysian:


ohh ohh, i won 5 bucks just now. stef said its so pathetic. but who cares, its better than nothing right?(:

okay, bye!

furnise @ 1:33 AM

just got home from jogging not too long ago, with gary and baby. haa. now my leg hurts all over. sigh sigh. had totally no stamina to jog, kept stopping. tell me i am fit.

had driving early in the morning. lesson was good today, cause i had a great instructor who:
-speaks to me in hokkien half of the time
-jokes with me 3/4 of the time
-teaches me how to speed
-encourages me to challenge other vehicles
...
he's one fun instructor, lesson would never be boring with him. we could talk about anything under the sun. i like! BUT, he keeps saying that i am a bad girl. arghh. worst of all, said that look like i am a loose woman. whatever..
one more lesson before i can book for my TP. woo..

ohhohh, by the way, we all didnt attend class today. how naughty.
might give school a miss tomorrow too!

i feel like playing mahjong.. back to the good old mahjong days..(:

furnise @ 12:50 AM

had driving in the afternoon, went school like so late, and only reached class just in time for attendance. heh. how naughty.

after 'school' was poseidon with baby. nice! i like. but, just when i asked baby to bring me up cruise! like whatever..

driving's at 835 tomorrow! how late..):

okay, i'm too lazy to type any further. goodbye.

furnise @ 12:11 AM

2 days left to BIS submission. and i'm only 60% done. arghh. this is so frustrating. now, i need to spend my whole sunday trying to complete this shit project.): and i hope patrick gives good grades, cause most of us are not using front page. keeping my fingers crossed till then.

25months; lovelove.(:

furnise @ 2:13 PM

all my group members are using laptops, except me! hmph. i feel so left out. i wanna own one too!!!

today's lecture was boring. even jack and wilson(they're one of the few handworking ones in class for your info) couldnt take it. so they suggested mahjong. after all the trouble, mahjong was settled at desiree's place. we went, and it did not turn out well.

then it was dinner with gary, junxiong, and dar at some tim sum place.

to my dearest group members: i'm really sorry that i left right after school without saying bye. sorry! they were rushing.. therefore.. but, this wouldnt happened again! i promised! forgive me okay!(:

and to stef: am really sorry i chose M over D/F. no more next time okay? forgive me. i love you.=P

furnise @ 12:22 AM

met in school early as usual for project. i'm glad we are progressing though a little late.(:

reluctantly attended boring OTQM lecture.
lecture ended extremely early. so, caroline, stef and i went j8. chilled at haagen dazs. had some 'heart-to-heart' talk.(: haha! it was quality time spent together, i like.

i miss my baby boy!):

furnise @ 10:58 PM

1st of may:
happy labours day to all!
or whatsoever you call it.

baby, gary and hancheng came over for gym and a swim. and bloody hell. i cant swim cause miss monthly is visting me. arghh. so the three of them are downstairs(threesome): and me, here-BLOGGING. *eye rolls*

and dinner would be with them as well.

seafood, seafood, i wanna eat seafood!(:

furnise @ 6:34 PM